November 2nd, 2004

Subject: Senior Year Pictures Time: 04:29 pm Current Mood: woo hoo!

http://community.webshots.com/user/kyrab101 these are pics from kyras birthday and halloween. check them out!

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October 25th, 2004

Current Music: jenni and kyra singing the little mermaid Subject: written by jenni v (i like her a lot) Time: 08:57 pm Current Mood: amused

do you wanna be my friend, jenn? do you wanna be my pal, al? do you wanna be my mirror, kyra? do you wanna smoke some hash, ash? do you wanna pinch my roll, nicole?

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October 13th, 2004

Current Music: oprah Subject: i fell down. Time: 01:31 pm Current Mood: embarrassed

its really been a a rough couple of weeks. i've been working ridiculous hours at vickis on top of going to classes and i'm just so exhausted. working so many hours wasnt so bad when spring break in panama city was motivating me, but after really thinking about it, i dont want to work my life away for one week of fun. not that i dont think it would be worth it, but working my life away, being stressed about it every week, is too much to handle. and its gonna end up being the little things that i miss out on, like going out at night or going out to dinner or something with my girls or whatever and i'd rather have a good year then only one week. disappointing, but i think it was a good decision not to go. so after being so down the past couple days, i think i finally had a pick me up. well, not quite a pick me up, but it was really funny none the less. so...ummm....i fell down. no like, i just fell down. i left my car in the campus parking lot and i was gonna get it after my night class, but i never ended up going to my night class, so this morning, instead of waking up one of my housemates to drive me to beck parking lot, i figured i would just walk, its not that far. so i'm in my work pants and a sweatshirt, eating an apple, walking to the parking lot. both of my shoe laces untie but i continue walking anyway. i probably made it about half way there and i just totally wiped out. it was like slow motion. i saw the ground getting closer and closer to my face. i was just trying to save my apple. and i like rolled a little until finally i got up and there was a guy sitting in his car next to me and asked me if i was okay. i was SO embarrassed, i started to cry. i realize my hand is bleeding, i threw my apple and then i realized that there was blood dripping down my leg. there was a huge hole in the knee of my work pants and my knee was gushing. like really, who falls down? and i was sober at that. and even though my shoe laces were untied, i didnt even trip on them. i just fell. i dont even know how. all i know is that i just wanted to save my apple so bad. i finally got to my car and drove back home where nicole took care of me. she sat me down on the tub and cleaned me up. shes the best mom ever. so i was late for work, my pants are ripped, i looked like a mess from crying and i dont think i've ever been so embarrassed in my life, but it was probably one of the funniest things thats ever happened. things can only go up from here! haha. oh well. randy from real world san diego is gonna be at foxhole friday night. me and jcap will be there by like 8:30. we're very excited. we ordered our halloween costumes. its a secret though. shh. for someone who doesnt really like halloween, i think its gonna be a good time. tonight is the yankee game. who's your daddy??? i think i need a nap. yes, i definately do. ps- dont fall down cause its really embarrassing. funny, but really embarrassing.

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October 7th, 2004

Time: 09:21 am

homesick

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September 28th, 2004

Current Music: forgive me - evanescence Subject: forgive me Time: 02:32 pm Current Mood: blah

Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you I heard the words come out I felt that I would die It hurt so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken I'd give anything now to kill those words for you Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you." But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah. 'Cause you were made for me Somehow I'll make you see How happy you make me I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry. And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you

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September 25th, 2004

Current Music: goodies Subject: its my 21st birthday Time: 04:51 am Current Mood: exstatic

FINALLY 21! amazing. we're having a party tonight. the house looks awesome. the room downstairs is so much fun and our beruit table look so freakin cute. the colors match to room and our handprints are on them. and some puncuation. cool. nicole made like hundreds of jello shots and there's plenty of jungle juice. our first party. wooo! kevin's brother and sister are coming up tonight to hang out and hopefully doug can come too. last night i went home and my family came over for my birthday and i played beruit with my uncle henry and my mom. my parents have really loosened up (its about time). they're good times. i need to take a nap or i'll never make it tonight. ooooooooooh man..... get ready!!!!! game on.

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September 23rd, 2004

Current Music: the used - on my own Time: 12:35 pm Current Mood: excited

white t-shirt and marker party at inwood on saturday. very excited.

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September 19th, 2004

Current Music: dashboard Subject: my mom makes awesome apple pie Time: 08:20 pm Current Mood: excited

yesssss i love ooties!! my birthday is coming up this weekend and i am SO excited! friday night i'm going home to long island to celebrate and saturday its back to po-town for a little more celebrating. we're gonna have a party at our house. we started cleaning up the extra room downstairs. moved everything out and repainted. we're hoping for a fuseball table and a beruit board. thinking about colors to repaint the walls too. happy 21 (finally) to me!! we're trying to come up with a good theme. any ideas??? pimps and ho's maybe, white trash?? hmm....we'll see i guess, but i'm looking forward to it. as for now i have a ton of hw to do and i kinda feel like poop. so peace.

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September 7th, 2004

Current Music: tetris theme Subject: if you cant be good, be good at it Time: 02:46 pm Current Mood: amused

i think i'm finally settled in. i had a good time this past week. i was going to go home this weekend for the lobster party, but kevin couldnt come and i didnt want to drive down by myself, so i stayed up here. i'm glad i did, it was a fun weekend. friday night i didnt go out. me and abby had a tetris tournament. it was pretty intense. my high score so far this past weekend was 40,000 something, but laura kicked everyones ass with a 53,000 on the 12th level. i didnt even know there were 12 levels! saturday, we hung out at delafield and played some card games. apparently if you pick a jack while playing kings, you have to take your shirt off. umm....who made up these rules?? alex and ashley of course!! i think we just like to look at each others boobs. haha. alex is trying to teach ashley and i a few things, but we just dont get it. party at sunset on sunday. there were a lot of people there and then we went to subway and had low fat turkey wraps (aka mcdonalds - 3 cheesburgers and fries) and then renny's but not for long. i ended up having the hiccups for like an hour and i wanted to go home. when i got home i proceeded to chug a hige glass of milk, which if anyone has ever chugged milk after a night of drinking, knows its probably not such a smart idea. blahhhhh. i've been having an awesome time. i love our house, i love living with the girls, i love my friends, I LOVE LIFE!! woo!! i miss my mom though. and jackie. and doug. and cody. and my dad and my brother too. and rocco (boyfriend!). i'm going home in a couple weeks. cannnnt wait!! 18 days until i'm FINALLY 21!!

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September 1st, 2004

Current Music: konstantine Time: 12:53 pm Current Mood: indescribable

if he showed up with a $17,000 ring and asked me to runaway with him, i'd have to refuse.... but you could put a twisty tie on my finger and it would be hard to say no

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August 26th, 2004

Current Music: leaaaaaaaaan back Subject: 82 INWOOD Time: 11:10 pm Current Mood: excited

moved in yesterday. i really like my room. small, but its really cute. it fits me well. very, very excited to be living with the girls this year. good times. just about to pregame and go to hatters. i really think i have the hottest friends at marist college. wait, i definately have the hottest friends at marist college. drink for drink jenni v!

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August 23rd, 2004

Current Music: hoobastank - to be with you Time: 09:05 pm Current Mood: sad

Make me feel again Slide across my skin again Let me uncover you to rediscover you And I will open up If you promise to give in On this perfect night Let the two of us be one We will be again another time No matter what all the others say Cause I would leave it all so far behind Just to be with you today So make me feel again Feel your every breath again Nevermind everyone There's only me and you We will be again another time No matter what all the others say Cause I would leave it all so far behind Just to be with you today Just to be with you today Just to be with you today Just to be with you We will be again another time No matter what all the others say Cause I would leave it all so far behind Just to be with you today So we will be again another time And I will do all I need to do To leave the others all so far behind Just so I can be Just so I can be.... ....With you, with you, with you, with you....

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August 22nd, 2004

Current Music: yellowcard Subject: SHUT UP YOU SON OF A BITCH!!! - uncle mikey Time: 05:48 pm Current Mood: anxious

whoooooa day at the races! what a freakin blast. its so funny to watch people yell at the tvs like it might make the horses run faster. they get so into it. too bad the weather sucked, but by the time i was a few beers in standing in the rain just didnt seem to matter so much anymore. thanks to shawn and greg, rum and cokes definately did the trick! ;) see ya next year guys!! i won some money, but i ended up betting most of it. i still walked out of there a winner. kevin won like $400, thats amazing! bryan, a few deep, got on the phone with my mom and thanked my parents for giving his brother such a great girl that would tolerate his bullshit...how sweet bryan! and since kevin and bryan did so well, they treated me and robyn to dinner, where we traded drunken stories. kevin and bryan are exactly a like. they both like to pee on/in furniture when they get blasted. how cute. back to school in 2 days.... AHHHHHH!!!!! i'm soooo excited to go back, so excited to live with the girls, and be with kevin and i'm taking fun classes and i'll be turning 21 shortly. and then the other part of me doesnt even want to start, because the sooner i start, the sooner i'm finised and quite frankly i dont think i'm ready for the real world. i want to play forever. or at least for another year or so before i really have to settle down and do something with my life. its kind of stressful to think about.

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August 13th, 2004

Current Music: new american classic *TBS* Subject: if chasing our dreams is just a distraction... Time: 07:05 pm Current Mood: bored

when i first sat down i thought i was going to have so much to say, but as i sit here longer and longer, i cant come up with anything......at all. i guess its kinda been that way all summer. there's so many things that i wish i could say to certain people, but i can never seem to find the right words. i've kept my mouth closed for months and now that i'm leaving in a week and a half, theres somethings i should have said. maybe it wouldnt have even changed things, but at least they would know how i feel and how i've felt all summer. "...there's one thing that i can do nothing about..." -tbs

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August 8th, 2004

Current Music: switchfoot - dare you to move Time: 07:23 pm Current Mood: creative

"A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever..."

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August 6th, 2004

Time: 11:35 pm Current Mood: happy

tonight i saw a shooting star it was beautiful it made me smile i havent in a while

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Current Music: new taking back sunday cd that kevin bought me Time: 11:24 pm Current Mood: excited

15 days until DAY AT THE RACES!!!! wooo!

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August 5th, 2004

Current Music: dashboard confessional - vindicated Subject: ....so clear Time: 08:23 pm Current Mood: confused

Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing I am captivated I am Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along And I am flawed But I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intentions Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isoloated, so motivated I am certain now that So turn Up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment, fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'd be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away So let me slip against the current So let me slip away Slight hope It dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption...

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August 4th, 2004

Time: 10:42 pm Current Mood: tired

i just want you to know how much i love you. i know we've been having some rough times, but i know we can get through it. in a few weeks, we'll be back at school spending so much well over due time together. no more fighting, no more tears, no more hard times. dont worry baby, i'm in love with you and that will never change.

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July 27th, 2004

Time: 12:27 pm

perfectly imperfect

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